Vacation so far.

A day out with this 9 years bitch.yes,we never fail to not make a scene at almost everywhere.
weird people,weird hangouts,weird thoughts.Because this is how we bond,for the ultimate 9 years.
I'll miss you.meet up like soon again!
oh yah please don't come action to me "your xiaohonghong" hahah!

The most potential knight.(Y)

Yog click 5 concert!A day when we got really high! blast of music+loud screams+Jumping rapidly

A awesome night with w14B+camwhore likeneverending + lepak/talk cock + drinks

before we officially finished our year 1 sem 1.

I love you all.(:

So far,

Vacation was so great.

Great in a sense,

I'm like enjoying myself almost everyday.

gosh.(At least,I did abit of revision*just to keep myself calm*)

Maybe I should try studying alittle for cognitive and enterprise later on,which is quite impossible.Motivation,I need you.

Starbucks ice mocha frappocino seemed to be always the thing which can motivate me.

At least a motivator.

but buying starbucks everyday,is not cheappp at all.

gotta cut down my expenses.

beechow was like also saying I am always eating Ho liao everydayyy.

kay,from now on,

Renee tan will go for lok pok,cheap skate food.

even something classy,I make sure it comes with a voucher/coupon which made it worth it.

Lok pok enough?

seriously auntie to the core already,I swear!

I've a sore red wound which might appeal to infection ):

pray hard that it'll be okayyy soon.

It's fugly and made me worried that it might takes months to even recover.

haissss.howwwwwww.wei she me.
Its been quite a long time(1 year plus),since we talk.

After a moment of .............................

suddenly,was wondering how have you been/how you're living.

Be it with your girl or be it the guy whom I last saw with a smile on.

I just hope you're doing fine. :)

For now,

Renee tan gotta study hard.

real hard.in the days not working/no outings.

concentration pills,i need you badly too.

I think people who is reading this or know me well,

will probably be thinking "She and her whatever pills again ZZZZ"

(:

It marks my first ever sem 1.

15 weeks passed as though it's yesterday.
really fast.
And it's really a miracle,
to make such a close bond with my classmates.
went singapore river,
take a bite,drank breezer,talk cock/lepak about how much we'll miss each other.
Or probably for the first time,
I've seen the soft sight of w14b.
Hug every of my classmates,
I fought back with my tears.real badly.
And Made a final group hug before we finally depart.
Damn.
gona miss them.like badly too.
Okay I've yet to have any comfirmed plans for holiday.
But i gotta study for UT3,then work i guess.
I need moneh and something which can burn part of my holiday.
I can't be a lifeless soul rotting at bukit batok.
damn loserish.
sudden wishlist for a makeover
feeling really sick about myself.
like the clothes and shoes.
I need more wedgessssss.
Yes,a strong motivation for me to workkkk.
Yes,i'll upload all the pics of hui si'18 and w14B soonnnnnnnnn.
For the last time,
I gona say to you guys,
I love you.
Though you know we're not able to get into the same class anymore,
we're so gona meet up like before.
Thanks for every moments you guys create.
It's all etched in my heart.

I wana have inception in my life.

If I could at least have a moment of inception,
I'll enjoy the most desirable dream till my fullest.
:)
sadly,I think I can't.
reality is all that I need to face at the end.
sigh.
how i wish I can just store all the happy memories and discard all the bad ones.
But no.
we can't make things the way we want it to be.
"what if our life was actually an inception"
It hit me.real hard.
Fated,You will be guilty for life if you see this.
MUHAHAHA
recently,
national day,
enjoyed huisi's 18,
drank and had a hangover(best,and still need to go to school the next morning)
really love the photo frame I made for hui si.
I kept peeping at it every now and then.
haha.like a sickoooo.
Because it simply reminds me all the happy memories we had been through.
really much.since 3 years ago.:)
I brought her a pair of wedges too.
And for the first time,
she wore it and same height as me.
HAHHAHAHA.Kay,i shall stop saying/doing sinful actssss.
:)
went over to timah,
have ho liao dinner with kianyong.
forever,
we'll be like eating 3 dishes plus 1 big bowl of soup.
fat shit.like need go tuff club after eating.zzz.
And he love to stuff all the food into my bowl of rice.
And we'll be like forever aiming each other rice bowl and stuff with food.
yes damn loserish.I knowwww.
But always have a awesome dinner everytime i go there.(Y)
And todayyy
I experienced a sudden pierce of pain through my flesh ):
I stood on the ultimate last step of the bus door when I am suppose to stand on at least the last second of the steps
some inconsiderate people somehow push me back.
The bus door somehow scratched my flesh and left me a sore red bloody flesh.
I didn't realise I was actually bleeding throughout when I was cheonging to my class.
nearly faint at the sight when I saw it):
fated accompany me throughout.
thanks idiot.always never fail to be there for me
:)
On the way back home,
was told about certain things.
kept pondering about my own flaws.
I dont know.
All these led me think that I kinda suck.
yes affected.pretty affected by this friend words.
was pretty agitated and piss by the words,
but thought for a moment,
maybe I really suck this time round.
Gotta work hard at all these flawsss,renee tan.);
tommorow is the last day of school.
15 weeks of school with you guys,
I'll never forget.
be it joy,laughter,sorrows,anxiety we shared.
All these stored in renee tan's memory vividly.
Thanks w14B.
I love you all.

Freaking mood ruined by a stewpig msn.

virus virus virus.

how to clear it.

I spent my night figuring how to even removeee it till like 3am.

Super loserish.yesss.

yst was suppose to be a happy day.):

Had a awesome dinner + a awesome fast spree of hui si's present.

Screw you.I mean the problems.

2.19am now.
我好烦。
I am not sleeping.
Its not that I've no guts to lie it through,
is just that I wouldn't even dare to think of the consequences you'll face it later on.
I can't take this risk.No.
I can't toss a coin.Is not as if I am choosing some ice cream flavour.
And I rather I make it through by my own identity.
with me.myself.to solve this problems.
Arg.
But I afraid things would turn out bad.really bad.
And all of what we planned,
vanished into thin airs.
Finally,we disappoint her.
Basket.
screw this problem.
Hope we can get it through.
):

So long people around me are happy,I'll be.

Nah,fated This is for you.
Bernadette chow.
Aint A scarey face to freak you out,
but hope you forgo all the sorrows,
and be like a happy girl like before.
Yes,please feel touched about it can.HAHAHHAHA(:

Yesterday had home learning.
A nice day to start with.
Because I made breakfast for myself.Like finally.:)
It might not be some 6-star standard international breakfast buffet,
but the baguette + scrambled egg + sausages + gauva juice brighten up my whole morning la!
Then went over to starbucks to do my ppt slides + worksheet => which is quite a failure.
I think I am more engaged in The half price icemocha frappocino with ceramel!
okay,quite loserish cos of the half price,but you know this rocks when you ever got to drink a starbuck drink at 3.50!
All Thanks to yunnie!
STAFF PRICE.HAHAHA.
kay I am not literally using her discount,
a better sentence to phrase it as such is,
I am going there to accompany her! (I gona be dead meat,if she see this :( )
But seriously Thanks babe.Gona say it another time,and please grin at it this time round alright :)
I think I am kind of addicted to sticky and jellybeans.
Recently,
every minute,
what goes in my mouth,
are all these lovely sweets.
gona get diabetes soon if I were to consume this like everyday.zzz.
Damn nice.especially the hard rock grape/strawberry!
Love it,thanks to the very noob jiahao:)
Finally brought the khaki pants already! oh my!
10290239409230 years of wishlists is finally fufilled.
yeah and I am thinking if i should like alter it.
It looks kind of loose in me.especially the wraist + the legg part.
People(fated + salesgirl) said it looks alright/rather nice(a form of por) haha.
wah.I can't believe I am contemplating it at this time.(currently 1.33am)
so loserish of me.
yes,I think I am way contented enough,
with all those people who created my life which was meant to be.
If what I could do to make them feel happy,
It might be the one of the moment I am living to the fullest.:)
I am silly.but it doesn't matter.
:)

Way too happy.yes I mean now.

Thanks fated.

for the starbucks,

Ice mocha frapocino with ceramel drizzle.

you makes my day(Y)

One idiot gave me a stewpig surprise today morning,

thought that I wouldn't know.

even know she might be late,still perform some silly act.

Yes.you.bernadette chow.never fail to NOT appear in my blog almost everyday.

always made silly acts in my rp sem 1 life which touched me alot.

We might seem too close to be mistaken for some lesbian act.

HOWEVER,

we're not."I still stand a chance for any hawt guy not?" hahaha!

One of the bestest friend and closest kin.I love you :)

Had enterprise lesson todayy,

and I swear laughter literally kills me.as in.my stomach.

constantly disturbed by my classmates made me felt like a all-time-sua-ku.

I think I totally need guidience on how not to be a sua ku,not to be blur cock,and not to become a joke of somebody's life.

arg :/

5 more days to go,

I wonder how am I gotta not miss this class.

People said "The friends whom you met in poly for the 1 sem,will be the one who remain true to you as always."

I don't hope,I don't pray hard for.

Cos I strongly believe it's credible.(step one cognitive-thinking,HAHAHHA)

After school,

was accompanying yunnie to westmall to get her top,

and accompany her to the bus stop,

and waited for her bus to come.SUCHA GOOD FRIEND CAN.HAHAHA.OH NO,SLEF PRAISES.

when i took a glance on the familar path,

the familiar route i used to mingle about,

for the past four years,

yes,I kind of miss it now.

with my greeny bukit view uniform,backpack,japalang hair tied,pale-face look.

omggggggg.

yes,all these.

well,so long that is a factor such as time,

no matter where you go now,what you do now,who you are now,

by tommorow,

Its classified under the past and make up a thing called memory.(step-one-philosophy! lol.)

omg quite fail eh my philosophy.

Just like how primary school kids can come out with.haha.

But no matter what,

things that I had seen today,

really made me super ultra miss my secondary days.

No school tommorow.

But gotta wake up at 8.30 do some powerpoint slide like any normal dayys.which is quite zzz.

BUT!

In giving myself motivation,

I gotta make myself,

scrambled egg and Baguette.(Y)

Hope today rain.

strong breeze + nice breakfast + 8.30 wake up.

please feel jealous of my thursday! hahah! :)

Shall give a smile for today :)

yearn for a life just like jellybeans.
brightful and sweetttt.like neverending.
























Was pretty happy today,
don't know why.
perhaps fufill part of my shopping list.
or probably met fated on a sunday.
She was pretty insane too,don't know for what reasons,she keep disturbing(more of guailaningzxz) me,
and the ironical part that,she is enjoying it.-.- (RENEE FIERCE THEN YOU KNOWWWW)
way more to go.e.g clark kee colour pants,marc jackob tote,wedges..
save moneh,save moneh,save moneh,save moneh.
I need to.
Please give me motivation.
I totally need it.ALL OF IT.
Yes,and I gona sleep soon.
Like noww.
sick and dreading to bed but I bet I can't sleep.
Hope not isonomia.
Yesterday was a sweet night though.
really sweet.But dreamt alot of stuffs which I never expected it.
Thanks god,
it was just a unrealistic dream,
can't imagine if it really do happen one day.
AM I GONA BE A STEWPIG HUM AND HIDE UNDER MY BED?!?
haha.
hope not.
yayyy.be strong.
okay I think I am happy like crazy like madly.
sleep.now.renee.tan.
seems.like.I.am.talking.to.my.own.blog.
(: