I need a real change.

Suck to be over-sensitive,
suck to assume things easily as what i seen,
sucks to stereotype.
sucks to be a loser.(blame the whole matter on myself even I know its not my fault)
Thats me.so me.
I seriously don't mind giving in to make things pleasant again.
If this can made anybody happy,I don't mind.
But why situation always appear to be such a wreck even how much effort i tried in salvaging it.
why.
Always thought that compromising will difinitely helps,
but realised it dont.NOT AT ALL.
In turn,people took for granted of it.
why can't people see the point of what I am doing.
I need a change.
A real change.